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I've always believed that hope is given to those who hold on to it and never give up. And it has once again been proved to be true. No words could express how relieved and happy I felt when I read that msg. I'm elated. I'm jumping for joy. My vocab is limited, so I'm going to use the same word all over again I don't care. I'm happy. Happy. Happy. Wheeee!

:)


Thank you to those who showed concern. I want you to know that you're so loved. :D


Please don't ask me what happened because I don't feel like talking about it anymore. I thought I really needed a medium to 'pour' everything into because I felt so suffocated and lost all of a sudden. I thought everything will become fine after a good night's sleep but it didn't work. Though nothing much was written out but I had a good cry while typing those words, so I felt so much better.

I feel so sorry that I made Fri night dinner a little awkard. Because I just couldn't control anymore and cried on the train. Infront of so many people. Yes I'm such a weakling facebook quiz you're so right can. But that was how devastated I was.



So after all that have happened,
Janice did the sweetest thing to me today.
She bought rocky road, with this written on the packaging:


Dear Jessic,

Stay Strong.

With Love,

Janice.


Although it's just a very very short note, but I'm really damn touched.

What's more was that she hided it in the fridge and only gave it to me just now. She told me she got so nervous because I opened the fridge a few times and she almost wanted to tell me since she thought I would have seen it.

64 days! :D